back to the drawing board

Wow, no posts in over three months?! Some adventure blog this is. It's the case, however, that my life is less an adventure than I set out for it to be. I've become docile... but rather than bolting out the door as soon as I realized this, I decided to see it as a different kind of adventure. I'm in a relationship. We're moving in together in a few weeks. We'll have a cat. I have a 9-5/m-f job. I am more "normal" than I've probably ever been in my life. It hurts. I want to cry. But it's what I'm choosing. I am not unhappy. I am open to the idea that this could be the wrong choice. But it bristles against my comfort barrier, it pushes and breaks me. In short, within this small new world, I am experiencing what I enjoy the most out in the wild. Wish me luck!