Tuesday, December 14, 2010

building is better but breaking is easy

So now I am in Hollywood. I have been in bed for about ten hours. I was on a bus all yesterday, and sat in my room in San Francisco all the day before that.

The whole purpose of this trip is to push through my comfort zone, but it is hard work (no it isn't) and I am tired (I am making excuses).

I tell myself I am tired of having the same conversation repeatedly. And to a degree, yes. A hostel life is one of comings and goings. I met at least three new people each day. And we're all traveling, and we're all curious to know about each other's travels.
No. We are curious to find out if we'd be interested. It is not "tell me about what you've seen/done/learned," it is "where are you from/where are you going?" I can tell you with certainty, s/he is from Germany or Australia, and s/he is going to Las Vegas. Once the conversation has gone there, it rarely goes elsewhere.

I should keep Ungame cards at the ready. Oh, hello Lucien-from-France. Tell me about a time when you felt disappointed.

Jeremy returned from Hawaii because he'd made life into what he'd made it back home. That's what I did in Seattle, too. That's what I'm afraid of doing now. I've got to--GOT TO--push through this veil and attack the world.

Starting with getting out of bed.
Good morning!
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Friday, December 3, 2010

Late to Start

I am pretty well understood to be a procrastinator. So without surprising myself, I put off packing for this trip until the last minute.

Unfortunately, packing took longer than that minute, required a few more. The first day was just a matter of "I should have started sooner." The next day (today) was shipping and selling books. (I made $54 from selling, spent $223 shipping.) And now...

I have spent the past two hours trying to get everything into my backpack, and then into my backpack plus another bag. I've halved the amount of clothes. Still no. So tomorrow I will buy a new, bigger pack and, since I'm still here, may as well get my paycheck too.

So Saturday is the new Tuesday.